Fighting by Yellowcard

Said that I'd fight for the one that I've found,
I'm gonna stay here while I wait for you to come around,
I fight you're apart of me now,
And I will never give up, no I'll never give up

Blindfolded

Blindly, i tread
in pitch black darkness.
I am not alone. Sometimes
I feel safe and warm with the
clasp of your hand; yet sometimes
i sense only your vague presence
around me.

I fear the moment
when i grope around in the darkness
only to find there is
no you. And i struggle to keep the
blindfolds on, so that the
excruciating light does not
hurt.

But, at least for now, the
rhythms of your heart
resound in me. And
I am happy. At least
while it lasts.

That's How You Know

Enchanted is Love.
And so are you.

Thank you for today.

You'll Be Safe Here

Nobody knows
Just why we're here
Could it be fate
Or random circumstance
At the right place
At the right time
Two roads intertwine

And if the universe conspired
To meld our lives
To make us
Fuel and fire
Then know
Where ever you will be
So too shall I be

Chorus:

Close your eyes
Dry your tears
'Coz when nothing seems clear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Weary heart
You'll be safe here

Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong

And though the world would
Never understand
This unlikely union
And why it still stands
Someday we will be set free.
Pray and believe

Chorus:

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here
When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

Save your eyes
From your tears
When everything's unclear
You'll be safe here

From the sheer weight
Of your doubts and fears
Wounded heart

When the light disappears
And when this world's insincere
You'll be safe here

When nobody hears you scream
I'll scream with you
You'll be safe here

In my arms
Through the long cold night
Sleep tight
You'll be safe here

When no one understands
I'll believe
You'll be safe,
You'll be safe
You'll be safe here
Put your heart in my hands
You'll be safe here

See You On The Flipside

The Gap

we've missed out on alot
but im glad we've fillled in the gaps.

and i thank god everyday for you.

10 signs you love someone

i found this on friendster bulletin! okay fine friendster its not that bad after all.

TEN:
Y ou feel shy whenever they're
around.

NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.


EIGHT:

When you look at them, you can't see
the other
people around you, you just see
him/her.

SIX:

T hey're all you think about.


FI VE:

You realize you're always smiling when
you're
lo oking at them.



FOUR:

You would do anything for them, just
to see them.



THREE:

While reading this, there was one
person on your
mind this whole time.



TWO:

You were so busy thinking about that
person, you
didnt notice number seven was missing


O NE:
You just scrolled up to check & are
now silently
laughing at yourself.

Love the twist.
I think number THREE would be so true. :)

HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY NOVABELLE!

nehneh! :)

Nono made me do this.

Can you name 21 people you can think of right off the top of your head?
Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 21 people.

Ready, Start!
1. novabelle
2. jeremy
3. xianyong
4. rayrin
5. wayne
6. lix
7. cc
8. mongs
9. jialing
10. tingkai
11. june
12. rachel
13. saira
14. laura
15. wenwen
16. shihan
17. nirupa
18. melody
19. sherwin
20. cherissa
21. alena

THE QUESTIONS:
1. How did you meet 14? vjc 07a15
2. What would you do if you never met 6? have lost a CRC (omg so cool) member
3. What would you do if 20 and 9 date? puke
4. Did you ever like 5? hmm not really
5.Would 3 and 12 make a good couple? ee no way
6. Describe 8: small
7.Do you think 13 is attractive? yupp quite
8.Tell me something about 17: totally own-ur-ass smart
9. Do you know any of 4's family members? met once
10. What's 21's favorite color? dunno
11. What would you do if 18 just confessed he/she liked you? alot of ppl would be envious
12. What language does 20 speak? english. only.
13. Who is 9 going out with? she hopes its someone living in bishan
14. What grade is 16 in? grade A for AVALON!
15. When's the last time you talked to 13? a couple of days before her birthday
16. What perfume does number 2 uses? he doesnt use perfumes
17. Would you ever date 7? no her pick-up wink gives me nightmares
18. Would you ever date 1?
19. Is 15 single? nope. chinese scholar from rj.
20. What is 19's last name? loo lao cai
21. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 11? no cos im not malay
22. What school does 3 go to? vjc!
23. Where does 10 live? bedok
24. What's your favorite thing about 10? he is pro-ed on the dizi
25.Have you seen number 1 naked? ZOMG NO!

Things you do in the Holidays

We went to visit Terminal 3 on monday! Pictures below! there're not many cos these are from my puny phone which totally needs repairs.
That's the entire gang. Minus me (cos i was behind the camera lens) and hoho who went to ikea with the sops. And Nono was painting banner with Osiris.


We should totally kope (in the spirit of CRC) these chairs that are wonderfully coloured with the choir colours for the choir room!

We ate Sakae buffet at T2 then went to visit T3. there are lots of glass and because of that it can be quite confusing. We all went to the viewing area (where you cant really see airplanes, even if there were any) to chill. Nono joined us after a day of banner painting and we all chilled. yes it was quite cold in T3 cos there werent many ppl. Then me, Nono and Jia Ling went exploring, in search for some coffee and we found TCC! It's going to be our mugging spot for A Levels next Year! :) BUT there wasnt anyone there. AT ALL. Yet it was open. So we just sat there cam whoring and singing carols and talking. Then we went swensons to have dinner and make a fool of ourselves. As usual.

I spilled water. Enough said.

That's me if you can vaguely see. Im trying to take a photo of my reflection while waiting for the sky train which took 173 million bucks to build. So that's what they do with tax payers' money. And that's nono behind the pole. Doing the same thing.

Found this in T2. So cool right! :)
Call me.

Oh and did i tell you the avalon banner is DONE! YAY! A million thanks to wenwen who helped us finish the she-knight's face and top. I think she looks quite hot. i mean AVALON LOOKS QUITE HOT! YEAH!

Go Avalon!


Go Aeon! My lubly "knightlet".

Okay so now all i have left is the concert tmr, sdd, do choir room board, genting (yay!), KL (yay!), og camp, carolling. yay thank god i studied for promos. No R Papers!

:)

Duties

Someone posted this on my Friendster bulletin. (Yes even with the likes of Facebook i still do visit the old-school Friendster every now and then :)) Looks like being a boyfriend is tough.


When she walks away from you
mad
[ Follow her ]

When she stares at your mouth
[ smile...then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hit's you
[ hug her tight ]

When she starts cursing at you
[ say i love you ]

When she's quiet
[ hold her hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you
[ act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls away
[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst
[ tell her you love her and she still
looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying
[hold her...ask her what's wrong]

When you see her walking
[ approach her..give a kiss on the
cheek. ]

When she's scared
[assure her you're not goin to leave
her ]

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
[ tilt your head too..and hold her
hand ]

When she steals your favorite hat
[ let her keep it]

When she teases you
[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time
[ reassure her that everything is
okay ]

When she looks at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]

When she says that she likes you
[ she really does more than you could
understand ]

When she grabs at your hands
[ Hold hers and play with her
fingers ]

When she bumps into you
[ bump into her back and make her
laugh ]

When she tells you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]

When she looks at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you
[ she's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart
[ the pain never really goes away ]

When she says its over
[ she still wants you to be hers ]

When she forward this message
[ she wants you to read it ]


- Stay on the phone with her even if
shes not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and
don't
let go

- When she says she's ok dont believe
it, talk with her

- because 10 yrs later she'll remember
you:

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday
to tell her you love her

- Call her before you sleep and after
you wake up

- Treat her like she's all that matters
to you.

- Tease her and let her tease you back.

- Stay up all night with her when she's
sick.
- Watch her favorite movie with her or
her favorite show even if you think its
stupid.
- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

- When she's bored and sad, hang out
with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up at you crying, the
first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking babe?"

AWWW...

Banner Painting Virgin

Yesyes i havent painted a banner before. So what?

Today i spent like the entire day painting Avalon (OMG YAY!) banner and i think its so cool! Ive got paint all over me and everything. haha. It wasnt that bad. At least not as bad as i imagined it to be. But ofcourse as usual i didnt have to do much. lol but hey! i was the noob OKAY!

It's still not done yet. There're a few missing bits and we need to touch up on it too. A million thanks to Chao Yang for designing it! haha I have no idea what we would have painted without his design.

Okay here's a sneak preview.

No. She's not going to be topless. You chee ko pek!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Why is everyone's birthday in November?

(and you thought October was the month most Singaporeans were given birth to in.)

And im broke.
Please donate generously.

Every little bit counts.

And now i'm back!

I know it's terribly ironic that my blog's called au courant (which means current by the way) but my blogskin is anything BUT current.

And i also know that it's ironic that my blog's called au courant but i NEVER update. Like never.

But you see you cant blame me.

I wanted to change my boring skin to something exciting and OMG-worthy BUT blogspot SUCKS TTM and all the nice Paul Frank skins that i wanted to put up DONT WORK! This is terribly irritating. Arrgh. Stupid blogger. Butu i NOT GIVE UP! I'LL TRY AGAIN. tomorrow.

And i also wanted to update regularly but somehow i just didnt see the need to (people are stupid sometimes. yes, really. even the cleverest people. XD) and i had all the other things that suck the bloody life outta me like Promos and PW and now that preliminary H3 Essay on Physical and Human geog: A Marriage on the Rocks. Funny ah! The pun.

So you see. You cant blame me. But i will start all over again and i will blog. Even with an ugly blogskin, i will blog. I will indulge in the innate self-centredness we all share and BLOG. It's never too late to tell the world about your life. Everyone want sto read it anyway.And now im just rambling nonsense. But that's what you get when you blog regularly.

Nonsense.

Hey There Delilah Lyrics

PW Survey

Do this now!
( Only if you're 14, 15, 16 or 17. sorry. :) )

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Awake by Secondhand Serenade

What does Paris Hilton and Christopher Lee have in Common?

Funny Videos

Yes yes, i know i havent exactly been blogging much this year but maybe cos i realised you dont have to tell everything to the whole world. But, we still do.

The dreaded mid years are just over and im confident of getting at least a U for two subjects. (Hey not bad for a first timer!) If you thought sitting for a 3 hour geog paper for o levels was tough, you aint seen nothing yet. Try sitting for 3 hours for every single paper. No wonder so many of us suffer from chronic backache. wonder who's at fault. but still, it's all part and parcel of growing up in this age- suffering under the torture of the system. suck it up. get over it.

cant wait for pattaya. thailand's just gonna be so much better than thai express. just imagine the flea markets. yum.

Warhol and his Works

i cant let this happen

i just cant.

Dont expect me to be your friend

I stopped sending flowers to your apartment
You said you aren't home much anymore
I stopped dropping by without an appointment
Cause I'd hear laughter coming through your door.

To whom it may concern

Yes, you would.

"Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends

You are a getaway car, a rush of blood to the head
But me, I'm just the covers on top of your bed
You steer away in a rear view mirror, you make my head swim
I keep you warm and won't ask you where you've been

With your backless black dress soaked to the skin
When it's said and done they're all scrambling
And we're friends, we're friends
Just because we move units

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

The sounds of this small town make my ears hurt (make my ears hurt)
Oh yeah, you caught me. But I caught you one worse
They say, "You want a war? You've got a war."
But who are you fighting for?
The tides out, the ship's run aground
We drown traitors in shallow water

With your backless black dress soaked to the skin
When it's said and done they're all scrambling
And we're friends, we're friends
Just because we move units

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

Everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

Strike us like matches, cause everyone deserves the flames
We only do it for the scars and stories, not the fame
At least everyone is trying, everyone is shining
Everyone deserves the flames but it's such a shame
Such a shame

I love my real friends and my sham friends, but i love my real friends more and feel terribly sorry for my sham friends.

there are somethings which people shouldnt read on blogs। So im typing in hindi.

वहत हुर्ट्स थे मोस्ट
वास बीइंग सो क्लोसे
ऎंड हविंग सो मुच तो सय
ऎंड वात्चिंग यू वाक् अवय
ऎंड नेवर क्नोविंग
वहत कोउल्ड हवे बीन
ऎंड नॉट सींग ठाट लोविंग यू
इस वहत ई वास त्र्यिंग तो दो

so cool.

When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

When the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix IT

im sorry it's broken.
let me fix it.
please?

Tired

It doesnt matter what they say
in the jealous games people play

Bimbo lyrics i know. But somehow it's true. and im quite tired of it all. like whatever. they dont write their own songs anyways.

it's just getting to much.

Ooh

I'm really really gonna get this. No more watch. Just this Doctor's bag or something. Although there's no way im becoming a doctor.

ADH 1314

We're IN!

Gosh after all that trepidation, we (both vocal group and band) managed to pull through. Honestly we werent really sounding that great today. But it was all about God's Grace and we managed to squeeze into the finals of Musicfest. It's all HIM. Guess i wont be able to observe workout day anytime soon. I'm such a slacker. Now it's time to go do my lesson plan for tomorrows sunday school lesson with those P5s.

Busy. Busy. Busy.

ROFL

This is definitely funnier than Janet's Doraemon joke and Melodie's Orange joke.

A man has spent many days crossing the desert without water.
His camel dies of thirst.
He's crawling through the sands, certain that he has breathed his last, when all of a sudden he sees an object sticking out of the sand several yards ahead of
him.

He crawls to the object, pulls it out of the sand, and discovers what looks to be an old brief case.
He opens it and out pops a genie.
But this is no ordinary genie.
This one is wearing a dull gray suit and an IRS ID badge.
There's a calculator in his pocket and a pencil tucked behind one ear.

"Well Kid," says the genie, "you know how it works. You have three wishes"

"I'm not falling for this." says the man. "I'm not going to trust a taxman."

"What do you have to lose? You've got no transportation or water and it looks like you're a goner anyway."

The man thinks about this for a minute and decides the genie is right.

"OK, I wish I were in a lush oasis with plentiful food and drink."
***POOF***
The man finds himself in the most beautiful oasis he has ever seen and he is surrounded by jugs of wine and platters of delicacies.

"OK Kid, what is your second wish?"

"My second wish is that I were rich beyond my wildest dreams."
***POOF***
The man finds himself surrounded by treasure chests filled with rare gold coins and precious gems.

"OK Kid, you have just one more wish. Better make it a good one!"

After thinking for a few minutes, the man says "I wish that no matter where I go beautiful women will want and need me."


***POOF***


He is turned into a tampon.

The moral of the story? If the government offers you anything for free, there's going to be a string attached.

Ooh JUICY!

Basses OWNed Horny Night 07! Like totally. We did this thing about Charlie's Angels. Oliver was Charlie. Xiang Yong was Dew Harryhore (think Drew Barrymore). Xian Jun was Cumonmyass (Think Cameron diaz). And I was Juicy Liu- Lucy Liu. To be honest, all that boob beating was actually quite fun. LOL

Tomorrow's semi's for vocal group.
Tuesday's semi's for Band.

I think we were more prepared for auditions than this time. Guess whose fault is it? I bet they were too busy protecting their Egg.

Oh wells...

Awww..

Read this

http://www.sheilaomalley.com/archives/002423.html

We did this in lit class the other day. Even though there were some references to pop culture that were way beyond my time for me to comprehend, it still made me go Awww.. at the end of the piece. It's quite long but "at your age, your reading speed should allow you to finish this in 10 minutes. No more."

And my neck is peeling horridly. My mum says it looks like leprosy. My dad agrees with her.

KOREF!

the smell of insect repellent
the sight of vast padi fields
the taste of organic rice
the scorching heat from the blazing sun (and a nice tan too!)
the sounds of mr cheo screaming into the loud hailer
the euphoria of cheering (not very much though..)
the emo-ness whe i saw my lubly lamp post for the last time!
the AP of Sec 3s
the fraternity of the black + green shirts (EOA pays $70 a day!)
the familiarity of TOPO BRUDDERS!! [bezzy + dezzy + jazzy]
the dinghy kia [john]
the lambak losers (winners who climbed gunung lembak TWICE!!) [bryan + hong han + calvin + george]
the water obers [bryan + george]
the rusty rafters [calvin + hong han]
the KFC meal from the 15-year-old red shirt who still hasnt pass out from LTC after 5 years
the sec 3 camp 2006


the smell of mosquito coils
the sight of concrete toilets
the taste of organic rice with less husks
the blazing heat from the scorching sun [not to mention a peeling forehead]
the sounds of my juniors screaming at their juniors with a loud hailer
the euphoria of cheering [or was there?]
the familiarity of my beloved rubber plantation
the latent eeriness of stationing at the plantation for night hike [stupid mosquitos!]
the less AP sec 3s
the fraternity of SL + ASL! + Green shirts
the being of camp instructor
the legitimate ponning of O2
the KFC meal with the was-15-yr-olds and 15-yr-olds
the sec 3 camp 2007

just less emo this time

Expression

Second post of my new blog and already i've got something to rant about. Not cool. Basically my friend and i had to do an assignment and then it was doubted (or at least it was implied)
of not being original. I'm too bored about this entire thing to type it all out but make your way to www.litrocks.blogspot.com and read my post and the comments it was given.

And just for the record, i really think lit rawks.

Genesis

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